FMP - Full metal panic

Well, since i long time nvr postm i decided to do double posting.
This song was the first jap anime song that really set me to do soul-searching. In last year December.
Its not much on the tune, its more of the lyrics. However, the tune is still catchy and nice.
However, the lyrics kick ass!!!!
For this post and the last post, i am just posting all the english TRANSLATED lyrics.

Together we searched for a place to hide
As we ran in the rain

Even if I loose something
There's one thing I must protect

That's the meaning of my birth in this world
I'll go search with you even if it maybe painful
While clinging onto the fresh scenery around us

The prism reflected the orange of
The sunset when the breeze slips through my fingertips

I wish I could devote myself to you so
I want to become more gentle for you

Even if I collect the light which fills this world
Within my pair of hands it'll light up the darkness
So I won't get lost as it shines in the long continuous journey.

That's the meaning of my birth in this world
I'll go search with you even if it's painful
While clinging onto the fresh scenery around us
Let's travel further away


The part that impacted me the most in the chorus. The more i think about it, the more
confused i got.
What is the meaning of my existance?
Why am i here?
What am i supposed to do?

Personally, i HATE  these questions. I am a christian. Dwelling upon these question might
be normal, but I cannot find anything. That feeling really really SUXED.
The worse thing was....  icriedwhilethinkingoverit, asiwastooashamedtofacethefactthatididnotknowandiwaslost.
So... I am just gonna FOLLOW MY HEART and do what I wanna do.
Heck care about what ppl say, I only care about WHAT I SAY
WHY SHOULD OTHER PEOPLE MAKE DECISIONS FOR YOU???
SO WHAT IF THIS COURSE IS HOT?
SO WHAT IF WHAT I WANT TO DO HAS NO FUTURE
THIS IS MY LIFE, I LIVE IT THE WAY I WANT.
I DO WHAT I WANT
I FIND WHAT I WANT
I LEARN WHAT I WANT
And hopefully, all these will coincide with what I am here for.